So lately there has been a lot of emotional processing, purging.. Healing of Shadows and Transcending patterns of darkness into Light.. Solidifying Intentions and Releasing!!
So much fear sadness and negative self defeating patterns set in while I as 'looking the other way' which teaches me about Attention and Awareness, Staying Present..
I wish to acknowledge All who have inspired me in ways that have illuminated for me understandings beyond myself..
I think my unintentional cryptic expression is too much for people who are used to others being much more transparent, I however am an enigma~ and I embrace myself for being what I may.. yes I have much to say as my reflections are deep and probing.. but I enjoy those who can read into my expression and understand with empathetic resonance simultaneously integrating many aspects of interconnected strings of resonance, and my energies can be a bit much for many..
not to mention I can at times, be a bit reserved when socially overwhelmed with energetic undercurrents.. I can also at times harness my power and anchor into the flow, and create a method of coalescing strings of magi into and from within the collective resonance.. where I may manifest for others Dream Wishes, to assist Deep Soul Yearnings from within my own personal intent to illuminate magnified ethereal essences on a collective scale..
Hindsight
TetraChromation, Rockin it Straight from Source~ Intentions Set in
Motion within this Free-flowin Ocean of Cosmic Commotion~
Self-Manifested Symbiotic StarForm, Imprinted Emotion~ Alchemical Elixir
Venusian Magi Potion~ Self-Actualized Divine Ontological Purpose of
Devotion~ ♥
Love, KA ~♥ ☥♥~
'Its
hard to look back from the perspectives once held.. hidden in the
confines of illusion, I never saw myself along those lines in the
beginning.. harboring a defensive sense of entitled expectation,
nuzzling bruised and fragmented emotional nerves.. So as healing on many
levels occurred, the revelation of former reflections appear as shadows
transfixed within contrast, illuminate the polarity of what 'was', to what 'is,' or what Will Be, while many foreshadowing elements also lay dormant as unexplored territory within..
'I was angry often, felt lonely and massively distressed through internal dissonance, as cast off from this poignant dream somewhere
else I could no longer see my own reflection of.. I saw myself in my
mind, I was speaking as a woman with black hair and some fragmented
shapes, holding a clock that is non-linear in TimeForm.. she had tears
in her eyes..'
In observation of new-found additions to perspective outlet, formative
integrations as consecrated solidification presented a spherical
feedback loop of confirmation Directly ReAnimated through BioSecular
emanations of Temporal Regency, as a very Purposeful aspect of Alchemical
Self-Manifestation..
Meaning simply that, the embodied
experience of shifting paradigms from within, even inadvertently and in a sense, only brought to realization by way of this process, 'Feeling
through the Mist', consciously assessing Coherence by feeling outer
reflective formations as internal mirroring, piercing the veil through
shadowed layers of egoic response mechanisms, and seeing the Self for
what it is projected onto others, all ugliness included..
Still, from a new perspective, eruptions invariably arise as these
ripples cycle out, allowing space for these newly constructed patterns
to emerge.. As with each Breath, We are continuously filtering Out
ethereal accumulations, just as the Eternal Ebb and Flow of Tides
sloughs away at a physical calcification of the same..
We are
Always in Abundant Seas of Ancestral Resources, Integrating Honored Gifts
Transcendent of Time, handed down through an Infinite Flux of
ever-surrounding, yet flowing within our circuitry as
materialized thought-forms pulsing through our very veins, Spoken from
within our very Being through this magnified expression of Voice..
So, we speak for others as we speak for ourselves.. our admonishments
to those around us are our Souls yearnings from Within, but in waveform cycles of
repetitious undercurrents resurfacing, heralded by circumstantial
proclamations, refined through interpretive Hermeneutic Assimilation
from a perspective of MultiDimensional Shamanism.. '
Love, KA ~♥ ☥♥~