Dream: Dog Bites, Broken Bikes..

An ominously reflective dream I had years ago about my feelings regarding my family..

'So we are all in a dimly lit house- I, my mom, and two brothers only though.. strange don't know where my dad would have been, but in this dream he didn't live there and there were two or more huge dogs(we never had any dogs at all in waking life) running around the house.. these huge dogs would come up and bite only me, ripping into my arm and I would be bleeding, flesh hanging off and everyone had to keep remembering to lock the little pad lock on these riggity doors that barely closed all the way, to what I think was an office room.. and I didn't feel safe at all and everyone was slow/dismissive about making sure these dogs didn't get out and bite me as was the feeling of 'ehhh... well they're not biting me' as the response of feeling I would get from them, and it was so confusing that they wouldn't make Any effort to protect me so I decided I had to leave..

I then realized after searching out in the garage was the only one w/ out a bike and now my younger brother was the only one making any effort to assist me, so I am just going out to take my younger brothers bike as my other brother was was in his usual, 'no. because I say so' self..  my younger brother said I could use his, so I had to although his was all brokeny-like.. so here I am trying to rage across this busy multiple-lane street on a riggity bike that was barely moving but I was DETERMINED to get away on my own and start my own life and I take this slow moving bike across the street filled with fast moving vehicles and keep struggling with it no matter what and then I came upon a row of houses thinking I was getting closer to something.. I end up having to cross through this guys house and he seems strangely nice and accommodating to let me in almost knowingly but I can sense there is something more to it so as I am riding this crazy bike through this guys house down the stairs to where the front door is and see he has boarded it up with some heavy bricks and had some bizarre plans for me with his crazy eyes lurking behind me and Im just sitting there using my bare fingers to hurry and pry these bricks apart before he can come all the way down the stairs and I finally rip completely through this front door and there is a neighbor is standing there in the front as he had heard me calling for someone and basically seemed only slightly concerned but mentioned that this guys just 'does that' to people all the time [trying to lock them into his house and such?? nice..] So off I continue to go as 'fast' as I can on this old crapper thing supposedly used for transportation.. O.o

A very introspective dream indeed, about my feelings of safety/protection from my mom and in general my family home growing up, this slight 'where is dad anyway?' feeling(He traveled all over the world), feeling unsafe and unprotected at home, and despite not initially having the proper tools/vehicles as everyone else, my sheer determined power to make something of my life despite my.. ummm 'strange' initiation to say the least from this particular incarnation cycle...

and the story continues..

Heart of Anubis ♥

"You will perform great works, though they not be known. By being the true self all things come of their own momentum."

The Book of Anubis
Liber 369
The Grimoire of Axis

I had a dream that Anubis was leading me up a mountainside pathway through a forest thicket and his ears were wrapped signifying a rite of passage.. 11/2014
[XVIII The Moon]

It was channeled through me a while back that Anubis is Sirius The Dog Star.. and I can see clearly that Canus Major itself is not a figure of a stick-dog but the entire head of Anubis with headdress, Sirius being the Eye.. I can also see now that this representation of symbolic wrapped ears is also reflected in the stars, being that you canot see Anubis' ears part of the year.. ♥

Atomic Heart Pulse

I have unlocked the Keys to my own inner corridors of Self.Manifestation,
Scoured Infinite file systems to access Alchemical resonance integrated Within,
Bridging worlds Within through karmic patterns incarnated into my cellular circuitry,
beckoning for Transfiguration..
I am left with a Core, a Heart pulse through the Silence of Chaos, burned through the Sacred Fires of Transmutation only to come Alive Now as the rising Phoenix, Illuminated Iridescent in all her Divine Glory as the Vibrant Flame of Atomic Heart Pulse and Ecstatic Release Through the Eternal Gateway ♥

~Queen of Wands and Princess of Disks Holding the Flame~

Love, KA ~♥ ☥♥~

Silence + Stillness = Internal Movement

 Stillness is Key.. and even from a new perspective, volcanic eruptions may still arise while these karmic ripples cycle out allowing space for newly constructed patterns to fully emerge.. as with each breath, we are filtering out calcified accumulations, just as the ethereal ebb and flow of tides slowly sloughs away a physical manifestation of the same.. We are Always in Abundant Seas.. Ancestral resources abound as gifts, transcendent of time or space, and handed down through these Zephyrus winds, the Eternal vortex of ever surrounding forces flowing through our veins, materialized within our circuitry, and spoken from within the individual expression of Being Incarnate, though the Collective Voice of ALL.. 
Love, KA ~♥ ☥♥~